My parents gave me good education. I am an MBA from Mumbai university, even though I'm from the small town of Ajmer, Rajasthan. Thereafter, I picked up a job with a multinational company. Two years back, I had an arranged marriage. Everything was discussed and agreed by in laws like, if they have a home in the city and if I could continue working after marriage. They agreed to both.

After marriage, I'm forced to live in a village. I can't go out from home, which means no job. I wish to give government exams but can't. My husband appeared to be caring earlier, but comes home once in a week, that too 8pm to 8am.

Problem is, two years are over and I don't remember even a single day when he shared anything or sat beside me to chat or giggle. In fact he is always tired and in the entire room he make sure to spend time with only his grandmother. If I ask him to share some time with me, he looks at me and says "tere saath rahunga toh  sab kahenge apne pallu se baandh ke rakha hai" shocking to me.

I feel alone, left out and shackled. I wish to focus back on competitive exams. I need happy, free environment but feel so down. Maze ki baat ye hai, that his grandfather works at St. Paul's school, Mt. Abu in management, Mr. Banna Lal ji. I made a request to him to fulfil the conditions agreed by their family, before marriage. But lot of abusive words were used by him for this and because he is an elder family member, everyone says I'm wrong for asking anything from him. They say, "you are getting bread and butter, so shut up."

Guys, I need encouragement to focus on my objective. I want peace.. please pray for me .

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