I'm in a relationship where I have to wait for most part of the day just to talk to my boyfriend for half an hour. He's very dedicated and determined for his career, and he has asked me for some time. I know he needs time and I'm prepared to give him everything he needs from me, but sometimes things take a toll.

We talk so rarely. Nowadays, all our conversations are about the weather or what we did all day. We don't get time to talk about us and where we are taking this relationship or what we expect from each other.

I know he needs to focus a lot on his career to make things work for him right now and he needs my support. He has a shit load of family problems but the thing is, that I do too. I have a lot of problems in my life and lately I feel like I can't talk to him about this stuff.

I don't want to bum him out and lay down all my problems on him when he's already struggling. I feel so lost, of late. I've fallen out with my best friend too and I feel like I have no one to talk to about the things that go on in my head.

Sometimes I get these stupid doubts about our relationship. I think that maybe I'm settling for something less than what I deserve. Maybe I could go out and find someone who could give me a lot more time and talk to me whenever I want. But the moment these thoughts cross my mind I am weighed down by an enormous amount of guilt. I feel so selfish for feeling this way.

I've waited years for this relationship to work out and now I finally have the love of my life by my side. I love him more than anyone could ever imagine and I know that deep down I want to give all my time to him.

I would do anything for him and I know it in my heart. He's the best thing that's ever been mine and I want to do everything I can for him. There are just times when I get weak.

I'm so confused, is this normal? Or am I a horrible person for feeling this way?

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