I saw her for the first time when it was our first day at college. Yes, I fell in love instantly.
MBBS went through and we were together in 3rd year. Since the beginning she was against any sexual relationship. She said it would only be possible after marriage. We waited for 9 long years to get married.
Finally, both our families agreed for marriage. We went on our honeymoon. When I tried to get intimate, I only got kicks from her. Whenever we discussed about sex, she would freak out. Now, she would never even let me touch her. Before marriage, I have touched her everywhere. But now, things have changed.
Even after one year of the wedding, we haven’t consummated our marriage. It bothers me a lot. I do love her so much. But, I think the marriage won’t work. How can it? Till when will I be able to sustain this?
But, I want it to work out somehow. Maybe, by giving it some time? I am already 31 years old and in a profession (I am in the army) where I don’t get to spend time with my family. I am thinking of quitting my profession. But I don’t know if I can hold on to this relationship either. Please help me. What should I do?