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Dear Mr. Ex, Good Girls Have Big Hearts But I Refuse To Be One

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*For representational purpose only.

Mr ex,

I hope you still remember me. I hope you remember the girl with whom you have played more mind games than an Ekta Kapoor serial.

I have a lot to say. I can send you a text and can let you know about it but I would like everyone out there to know what you are.

You decided to pursue me in the first place and I was too dumb to fall for those tricks of yours. I am still thankful to you for the support of changing me. Trust me, I had a lot of respect for you in the past but now no matter how good I want to be I can never forgive you for all those things you have done to me.

When we met for the first time I thought I was really lucky to have met a guy with such a good heart and face. But it turned out to be my nightmare.

When you had met that girl and you decided to keep me as an option. When you decided to decide for me that I wanted to wait for you without even asking if I want that or not. When you told me that you came to Delhi not for my father's death but in the hope of meeting that girl. When you confessed all those lies. I lost all the respect for you.

When you asked for a last chance I thought you will change, I thought it's fine everyone deserves a second chance but again you proved me wrong. When you wanted to treat me as a rebound, did it ever click in your mind that you are asking for one of the most precious things from a girl? Did you ever feel guilty?

When we went on dates and you kept on looking at the girls sitting on the next table. When you criticized me for my looks, when you told me you will like me better in straight hair, when you told me the girl from the past is more pretty. Whenever we went out, you always seemed to notice several girls looking at you.

I realized I was just a way for you to feel better. I realized you had never loved me, and you are not even guilty about all the things you have done to me. You made me question my worth. When I decided to leave and you tried to give me a guilt trip.

I want to say I am not sorry for leaving you. I am not sorry if I have wasted 4 months in making up my mind to leave you, because you have given me insecurities, you have asked me to question my worth. You have given me those scars which will make me judge everyone, which have had a deeper influence on my life than I had thought.

At last, I would like you to know I can never forgive you. I refuse to be the good girl with a heart big enough to let this go because I just can't.

Yours truly,

A girl who loved you with all her heart.

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